Dear Diary #5

I did a bad thing last weekend. Sunday night, my brother brought his new girlfriend over, which was a surprise. I wasn’t happy about it because she wasn’t his recent ex-girlfriend who I adored. I didn’t mean to ignore her or be rude, but I was mad at my brother. And when that happens, I automatically get quiet and ignore people. It’s a habit and I know I need to work on it.

Anyway, my family and my brother’s girlfriend were sitting down for dinner and I refused to come in because she was there. I don’t like the fact that he has a new girlfriend. The only one I’ve liked is his recent ex-girlfriend. I feel like we connected well. She is such an amazing person and I feel like we became friends. We went to breakfast and lunch together. I also visited her up at college and spent the night to hang out. We also talked to each other a lot and about what was going on in our lives. At that time, she was the one I’d talk to because I think I felt that connection.

When I heard that my brother ended it. Not only was it difficult for…let’s call her Ally, it was difficult for me as well. I don’t know why, but I was torn apart and upset when she told me that they broke up. I still am. I think they are good together and hope someday that they find their way back to each other.

She was supposed to go on a nice vacation with us this upcoming May, but she won’t obviously, which is a shame because I hoped that she would. And I also told her when she turned 21 that I’d take her out to have a couple drinks, but I couldn’t do that either because they broke up. My brother wouldn’t agree to that, especially because they go to the same college. So I haven’t seen her in awhile and It’s kinda weird. I do miss talking to her.

On that note, that was just something I wanted to share with you guys because I think I needed to get out how I was feeling. So thank you! P.S. I eventually apologized to my brother and his new girlfriend.

(The name above has been changed to keep her identity a secret).

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The Long Game Lyrics

The Long Game

Verse 1

Lately, I’ve been watching you
You’ve been watching me
And I see
You take a glance
I know you see me differently
Cause I don’t hear you sayin
Those words that cut me deep
And when I hold your hand you don’t let go

Chorus:

You shake my hand
You tell me you’re playing the long game
And I know
Someday I’ll be with you
But I don’t wanna let go
Yeah were playing the long game
Yeah were playing the long game

Verse 2

Lately, I’ve been keeping it together
And you, I see your eyes light up for me
Look how far we’ve come
I know you see me differently
Cause I don’t hear you sayin
Those words that cut me deep
And you don’t mind me when I say, honey

Repeat Chorus:

Verse 3

Now, now I see
I knew you’d fall for me
You tried to hide it
But I knew your secret

Chorus:

You shake my hand
You tell me you’re playing the long game
And I know
Someday I’ll be with you
But I don’t wanna let go
No I don’t wanna let go
You shake my hand
You tell me you’re playing the long game
And I know
Someday I’ll be with you
Yeah someday I’ll be with you
Yeah were playing the long game
Playing the long game

Someday I’ll be with you

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Walmart Trip

Guys, I have a problem. Honestly, I can’t walk through Walmart without looking at Fuzzy socks. I walked by a bunch today and I wanted so bad to get all thirty that I saw. I had trouble walking away, but I finally did. I have decided that I’ll get one pair next time I go, well, will see how many I walk out with.

On that note, I bought Demi Lovato’s New York Color waterproof eyeshadow in blue and a lip color crayon. I wanted to try it, especially since Demi wears them. I wanted something that I don’t normally wear.

The blue eyeshadow I got is so colorful and beautiful. The lip color is a pretty nude, which is perfect for me. I typically don’t wear a lipstick or lip color, but if I do, I only wear nudes or something close to that. I’m afraid to go with a bolder color, even though I would like to try it.

Here is what I got:

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Gilmore Girls Coffee Shops Around The World

So on October 5th, due to the Gilmore Girls Revival, 250 coffee shops were turned into Luke’s diner. I was planning to go because they had two about a half an hour way from me.  Unfourtently, I was not able to go, even though I don’t drink coffee. I forgot that I had a doctors appointment that day and they were only doing it from 7am to noon, so I did not get to go. It would have been awesome if I could have gone. It’s a shame they couldn’t keep it open for a couple more days.

On that note, hope everyone has a great upcoming week!

Pumpkin and Chocolate Desserts

Pumpkin Spiced Truffles

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Pumpkin Spice Chocolate Chip Cake

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Pumpkin Chocolate Cheesecake

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Chocolate Pumpkin Magic Cake

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Pumpkin Chocolate Brownie Cheesecake

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Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Bread

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Chocolate Pumpkin Cheesecake Muffins

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Chocolate Pumpkin Cake

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Chocolate Pumpkin Cupcakes With Cinnamon Pumpkin Cream Cheese Frosting

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YUM! 🙂 I’d like to try all of these right now