Dear Diary #6

I want it to stop. I’m sick of the pain, the crying and the pressure to just push through it. It’s only been six and half weeks after my knee surgery, but I’m tired of all of it.

I know I have to work hard and get my knee bending again, but it’s tough. I absolutely hate going to physical therapy and yesterday, all I wanted to do was to go home and be done. I was mad, upset and frustrated. I felt sick because I cried so much it hurt. I keep going back and forth saying ‘I’m glad I did it’ to ‘What was I thinking’? I just want my life back. And I know the only way to do that is to keep pushing, but the pain is too much. I don’t want to deal with it anymore.

It’s not that I don’t have the motivation, I just need more of it or something to take my mind off the pain. I can’t relax. Now, if Chris Wood would be standing at my front door, maybe I’d have more motivation. That’s a yes, definitely a yes.

What should I do? How do I get passed all this?

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They Say Lyrics

They Say

Verse 1

They say they say I’m
A little too much
They say they say I’m
Out of my mind
For loving you
Maybe I am
What you do to me
I can’t explain

Chorus:

You drive me crazy
Pushing me to my limit
Your eyes
Your smile
Intoxicate me
The way you look at me I know I’m insane

Verse 2

They say they say I’m
Falling into deep
They say they say I’m
A fool for love
I’m in over my head
Maybe I am
What you do to me
I can’t explain

Repeat Chorus:

Verse 3

They say they say
They say they say

It’s too late too late
I’m already under his spell
Nothing you can do
Nothing you can say to stop me

They say they say
They say they say
He’s bad for you
I say
He’s hard to resist

What he does to me
I can’t explain

Repeat Chorus:

I know I’m insane
Your eyes
Your smile
Intoxicate me
Intoxicate me
The way you look at me I know I’m insane

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