Hey guys! Here’s another update.
The last couple of weeks have been a little stressful for me. I recently found out that riding a bike is difficult on my knees, which sucks. And I’ve wanted to go ice skating for a while now, but I know that I’m technically not allowed too because I could fall and get hurt on my knees. I know that could be true, but I still want to try. I would go slow. I just feel like something is always being taken away from me. What’s next?!
Also, someone suggested that I go back and get evaluated by my physical therapist because the pain isn’t going away and I’m always on my feet. So I went to see him and of course he wanted me to come for a couple weeks, but I told him that I couldn’t with work and now school.
Yeah, I decided to finally make a decision and pursue training/college in another field. I am currently taking Human Resource Administration, which will open a lot of doors for me. So far, so great! I got a 100% on one of my essays. I feel accomplished! That has never happened before.
Anyway, I was really hoping that all of this was behind me, but apparently, I was wrong. Work has been difficult. There are days where I can’t take the pain, and I feel weak. Is that normal? I don’t want people to think I’m giving up or that I’m weak, it’s just I’ve been dealing with this for almost three years now, and I’ll continue too, especially with the work I do. I just wish this could magically go away.
A couple of days ago, the pain was bad, and I had to leave work. I felt terrible but I couldn’t handle it. I had trouble standing and walking. Thankfully, they are very understanding and told me to go home. I honestly thought those days were behind me; I guess not. I wish that I could escape, just for a little bit.
Have a great week everyone!