Dear Diary #6

I want it to stop. I’m sick of the pain, the crying and the pressure to just push through it. It’s only been six and half weeks after my knee surgery, but I’m tired of all of it.

I know I have to work hard and get my knee bending again, but it’s tough. I absolutely hate going to physical therapy and yesterday, all I wanted to do was to go home and be done. I was mad, upset and frustrated. I felt sick because I cried so much it hurt. I keep going back and forth saying ‘I’m glad I did it’ to ‘What was I thinking’? I just want my life back. And I know the only way to do that is to keep pushing, but the pain is too much. I don’t want to deal with it anymore.

It’s not that I don’t have the motivation, I just need more of it or something to take my mind off the pain. I can’t relax. Now, if Chris Wood would be standing at my front door, maybe I’d have more motivation. That’s a yes, definitely a yes.

What should I do? How do I get passed all this?

They Say Lyrics

They Say

Verse 1

They say they say I’m
A little too much
They say they say I’m
Out of my mind
For loving you
Maybe I am
What you do to me
I can’t explain

Chorus:

You drive me crazy
Pushing me to my limit
Your eyes
Your smile
Intoxicate me
The way you look at me I know I’m insane

Verse 2

They say they say I’m
Falling into deep
They say they say I’m
A fool for love
I’m in over my head
Maybe I am
What you do to me
I can’t explain

Repeat Chorus:

Verse 3

They say they say
They say they say

It’s too late too late
I’m already under his spell
Nothing you can do
Nothing you can say to stop me

They say they say
They say they say
He’s bad for you
I say
He’s hard to resist

What he does to me
I can’t explain

Repeat Chorus:

I know I’m insane
Your eyes
Your smile
Intoxicate me
Intoxicate me
The way you look at me I know I’m insane

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Rewind Restart Lyrics

Rewind Restart

Verse 1

Don’t you wish you could
Rewind restart again

I wish I knew the truth
Am I wasting my time
Hanging on onto the past

Let’s run away from are mistakes
Take it away

Chorus:

Don’t you wish you could
Rewind restart again

Take the memories of all the pain
All the times you failed
And hide them away

Don’t you wish you could
Rewind restart again
Rewind restart again

Verse 2

I wish I knew the truth
Will it ever fade away
The feeling of holding back
And never letting go

I wish I could walk away from the dark
And let the light shine through
Push it aside and forget

Repeat Chorus:

Verse 3

What should I do
Where should I go
Why do I care
Why can’t I put it behind me

Should I
Should I
Rewind restart again

Repeat Chorus:

Rewind restart again
Don’t you wish you could
Rewind restart again
Rewind restart again

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Without You Lyrics

Without You

Verse 1

Saying goodbye
Doesn’t get any easier
And all the memories start to fade away
All your left with are pictures
But that’s never enough
No it’s never enough

Chorus:

This year
Isn’t the same without you
It’s been so different
Without you
This place doesn’t feel like home
Without you
I don’t know what to do

Verse 2

Never thought
That you’d leave so soon
But you left me here
With thoughts and questions I had
And now
All I have are your words
But that’s never enough
No it’s never enough

Repeat Chorus:

Verse 3

Every little thing that I do
I wonder
I wonder
If you’re listening
Cause now I need more than ever

Will you be there
Watchin
Cause I need you now
To tell me everything
Will be alright

Repeat Chorus:

This year
Isn’t the same without you
No it isn’t the same
Without you
This place doesn’t feel like home
Without you
This place doesn’t feel like home

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