Feb. 2018 Update

Hey Everyone! I know it has been awhile. I’ve been crazy busy with a new full-time job and some other things. It seems like there are not enough hours in a day anymore. But I’ll give you guys an update on what’s been going lately.

First, I was supposed to be the maid of honor for my friend’s wedding, but our friendship has parted ways recently, so that’s new. I’m not stressed about the wedding considering I am no longer apart of it, which is a shame, but I felt like I didn’t have a choice.

Second, about two weeks ago I went to Kalahari with my cousin’s and a friend that came along. We had a blast! Kalahari is a lot of fun! I honestly did not want to come back to reality yet. If you haven’t been there yet, you definitely have to go. It is an incredible place.

Hope you guys have a great week! 🙂


Fundraiser News

Hey, Everyone!
I wanted to share with you that I am soliciting donations for the ALS Walk on Sat. Aug. 26th. My mom and I will be getting pledges in loving memory of my grandfather. My goal is $100, but I would like to raise more if I can. If you are interested in making a pledge or a donation contact me and I will give you more information.

June Update/Stuff

Hey, everyone!

A quick update before I get to the real thing I wanted to talk about. I am going to Virgina Beach in July, in about two weeks. I’m going down with my cousin’s. I’m super excited that I get to spend some time with my little cousin. And we both need a vacation, since I was supposed to go to Rivera Maya this past May, but couldn’t because of the surgery and  physical therapy. The only thing that I’ll have a problem with is setting up the tent. Were going camping, which is going to be a epic fail. I love camping, but I’m not good at setting up a tent. It’ll be interesting, but at least it’s an adventure.

I wanted to share with you guys what I ordered last week. I am absolutely in love with what I got. I needed a new eyeshadow palette, but I couldn’t decide which one to get, so I got two of the one’s I wanted the most. I got one from BH Cosmetics and the other from Ulta.


This one is from Ulta. I love the colors!



I got this one from BH Cosmetics. I think this one is my favorite! I love the palm trees on the box. I can’t wait to try all the different colors. 🙂


Hope everyone has a great week ahead!



Dear Diary #5

I did a bad thing last weekend. Sunday night, my brother brought his new girlfriend over, which was a surprise. I wasn’t happy about it because she wasn’t his recent ex-girlfriend who I adored. I didn’t mean to ignore her or be rude, but I was mad at my brother. And when that happens, I automatically get quiet and ignore people. It’s a habit and I know I need to work on it.

Anyway, my family and my brother’s girlfriend were sitting down for dinner and I refused to come in because she was there. I don’t like the fact that he has a new girlfriend. The only one I’ve liked is his recent ex-girlfriend. I feel like we connected well. She is such an amazing person and I feel like we became friends. We went to breakfast and lunch together. I also visited her up at college and spent the night to hang out. We also talked to each other a lot and about what was going on in our lives. At that time, she was the one I’d talk to because I think I felt that connection.

When I heard that my brother ended it. Not only was it difficult for…let’s call her Ally, it was difficult for me as well. I don’t know why, but I was torn apart and upset when she told me that they broke up. I still am. I think they are good together and hope someday that they find their way back to each other.

She was supposed to go on a nice vacation with us this upcoming May, but she won’t obviously, which is a shame because I hoped that she would. And I also told her when she turned 21 that I’d take her out to have a couple drinks, but I couldn’t do that either because they broke up. My brother wouldn’t agree to that, especially because they go to the same college. So I haven’t seen her in awhile and It’s kinda weird. I do miss talking to her.

On that note, that was just something I wanted to share with you guys because I think I needed to get out how I was feeling. So thank you! P.S. I eventually apologized to my brother and his new girlfriend.

(The name above has been changed to keep her identity a secret).

Update #3

Hey, Everyone!

Please check out my gofundme page at https://www.gofundme.com/28scr5ys

I’ve posted awhile ago on here that I was in a bad car accident and still not a 100% better. Ever since then, I’ve been having trouble making ends meet. I’m not able to work full time yet and I’m not able to pay my loans back.

My parents are having trouble saving for retirement and other things. I feel bad, even though it’s not my fault. I don’t like the fact that they have to pay for everything. It would be really helpful and mean so much to me if you guys could help donate. 🙂 Thank you guys so much! Have a wonderful Friday and weekend!